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It doesn't feel like winter. Not with these snowless days and the fifty degree weather that greets me every morning as I walk out the door. The sun's rays are too warm and the grass is as green as it was back in spring. I yearn for the days where I wake up in the morning to the sound of shovels hitting the hard ice and find that school's been canceled. I miss the days where I'd hear the noises of snow plows running through my street. I just want winter. So it'll be that much closer to summer. Junior year is living torture. But right now, I'm on winter break! It's already day four of my ten days off, but I'm trying not to think about that

As the trees become bare, and the wind pushes strands of my hair, I gaze back at nature with tired eyes filled with suffering. It's funny how acquainted I've become with odd hours of the night, and I sometimes laugh at myself for bringing this sleep deprivation about me. But junior year is certainly not going as planned. The only thing getting me through this year is the idea that if I try hard now, it'll pay off later. I'm trying...but a sixteen-year-old girl can only do so much. I just wish that there were some way to rewind or fast forward time. It would make everything so much simpler. Wouldn't it? I'm probably just over-dramatizi

I'm a junior in high school now. Instead of art, I'm faced with SATs, PSATs, term paper, tests everyday, and high expectations. I wish I had more time to take pictures or to draw. But I need to focus on school right now. I apologize. On a different note, I need to update my deviantID, for I am now sixteen. (That sounds so strange.) And I have some more photos to upload, which I will be doing very shortly. And if you're ever wondering where I am, visit one of the links below. Tumblr. - Formspring. - Flickr. - Twitter. Hopefully you are all enjoying this autumn atmosphere! I can't wait to jump in leaves and wear tons of layers. x) -A